Back in February, I decided I wanted to buy the gun I carried years ago before husband and I married. I’d purchased a Smith and Wesson Model 915 not long after turning 21 and getting my concealed weapons permit in my home state of Alabama. I worked two jobs at the time. During the day I worked full time as a secretary for my step-father who is an attorney. My second job was part-time and had me out late several nights a week. I’d started working for a local pizza place in high school and kept at it several nights during the week and all weekend once I’d moved on to more “normal hours” jobs after high school. It was a good way to may some extra spending money, that’s for sure.
When husband and I started dating, he was pretty shocked to know I normally had two guns on or with me at all times lol. Coming from New Jersey to the deep south – I’m sure it was a culture shock for him. I explained that in Alabama, most folks felt almost religious about their Second Amendment rights. As such, the majority of us were permitted for concealed carry and more likely than not, packing.
Step-father thought my S&W was a great gun. However, he wanted me carrying his Charter Arms .44 Bulldog too. It was small enough to keep in a jacket or blazer pocket safely and most important to me, step-father said that if I were ever knocked to the ground, this gun had the power to knock someone off of me. Being of small stature, this was a very comforting thought and I carried both guns until husband and I married.
Most nights I worked, husband would ride along with me at my second job. Once we married, I didn’t feel the need to have a gun because – well, at the time he wasn’t crazy about having a gun in the house and I felt safe with him around.
Fast forward to where we live now. My Dad had given me a little .38 when we moved back to the lower 48. I kept it handy along with several rifles step-father has given husband. Last deployment, I never had that hinky feeling of “some thing’s odd or not right” in my house. If I did, I don’t remember it now. The chaos of where he was in Iraq the last time pretty much kept my mind more on what was going on over there than what was going on here.
This deployment, there’s been a significant population growth in the last few years. Our home appraisals have risen and risen (costing more and more in taxes) due to all the new homes being bought and sold. Starting last fall, you’d see some not so great lookin’ folks walking through town when just a few years before the only people walking through town were older folks getting their exercise on lol.
That started me thinking I’d feel a whole lot better if I had my Smith and Wesson Model 915 back. With a 14 round clip – ya just can’t go wrong heh heh. I soon found that when taking my dogs out late at night, my 9mm was hard to conceal in my robe and too heavy to put in the waste band of my sweats.
I went back to my favorite gun shop and asked if they happened to have a Charter Arms .44 Bulldog. He said he didn’t, but the Charter Arms company was back in business and he could order me a new one. Step-father’s had been blue with wooden grips and was easy to conceal. And. although that thing carries a huge bullet, the kick on it really isn’t that bad. So, I’ve debated months and months on whether or not to buy one. Husband said buy it and I kept thinking nah, I don’t really need it. He’s retiring and I want to build up our savings etc. etc. etc.
Well, last month the babies and I were heading to the big town about 40 minutes from here to shop for school clothes at the mall. I decided to stop by my favorite gun shop and see if they just happened to have a bulldog in stock. He said he’d just sold the one he had a few days ago…but he could order me a brand new one. And of course, I couldn’t resist. I picked it up the following Wednesday and it was beautiful! I went with the blue – just prefer blue over stainless personally.
That Friday I drove an hour and a half to an outdoor gun range. And older gentleman owns the place and was super nice. I told him it’d been years since I’d shot a gun, but I was a pretty good shot back in the day. After scaring off a snake lol, he set me up a target and went over the rules of the range. I had a great time and plan to go back next week for some more practice. I was pretty surprised, but I have better aim and control with the bulldog than with the 9. I think it’s because it fits my hands better – but with some more practice, I hope to get back to where I used to be in regards to being able to hit a target.
Anyhow, if you’re looking for a gun small enough to carry in your purse or on your person (if your state allows of course) that will easily incapacitate an aggressor, I’d definitely suggest the .44. Great little gun with a big, mean bite
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